Eh.. why do I always have to get mad and jealous over every little thing? I personally think I'm a bad girlfriend. I mean if I was a guy I would never holler at me or go out with me. Thats bananas because I get pretty psycho sometimes

But I'm thankful to have Junior and I'm HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY that he still wants to be with me even though he has to put up with the biggest brat in the world. The things people do for love!  I'm freakin going nuts right now! He's one of the best things thats happened to me in a long time and I'm going to cherish every single moment of it because 'nothins ever promised tomorrow today, and nothin lasts forever but be honest baaaabe it hurts but it may be the only waaaay' I mean even if Junior is NOT going to end up being my husband, he still makes me happy RIGHT NOW... and that's basically all I need. YAP I keeps it real with my homies and my love who makes me happy and a Koolaid in my hand of course.

Awww I love you Xanga. You've been with me through thick and thin, trials and tribulations, the roughest times of my life, and you're still here with me today even though the "new thing" is MySpace. It was like.. Asian Avenue to Xanga to MySpace what's next?

So I'll end it with some pictures of me and my mohawking main squeeeeeeeze. Doubt anyone would read this anyway

LoOoOoOoOOveeeee! (say it in a Keyshia Cole type of way lol)

so somebody told me that dimples are defects meaning you're a little bit 'retarded'

I only have one so does that make me half?

MY DAD IS AN EFFING BITCH! I HATE HATE HATE his new shift now which means I get to see him more often. everytime he 'talks' to me it always turns into yelling and you know what! I didn't do SHIT! I wanna get out of this shithole I swear. the stupid school called and said I was "absent" cuz that bitch didn't take attendance! then my dad makes it a BIG ass deal like I became pregnant or something. OKAY so I was late for school. I didn't burn the house down, I didn't do no drugs, what's there to yell for? I told him it's because I woke up late and he's like "BLAH BLAH I'M STUPID I'M DELORA'S DAD AND I THINK I'M COOL BECAUSE I LIKE TO YELL AND DRINK WINE ALL THE TIME!" he thinks I NEVER go to school because I "go out too much" yeah the fuck right.

just take your day off in MY jordans bitch. see what I have to go through besides dealing with your annoying punkass!

I'm probably going to hell after this.

haha, I don't know what to say. I missed you Xanga and guess what? I'm only writing in you because MySpace is down HAHA. too many people are on it. hm I'm killin time. waiting on Junior because we're going to the Shorecrest prfmnce. Step's performing and it was optional so I didn't feel like going. Step sucks anyways (: I have nothing to wear. my hair smells really good and I don't know what my shampoo is called but it makes my curls turn out a lot better than they used to. I'm excited to sweat because my deoderant smells like pears (:

AH TOLO is a bitch. are the girls supposed to pay because I'm not down for that. sike. you know if I ask my parents for money they'll give it to me but I hate asking my parents for favors specially money. because I've been a 'rebel' lately. I mean my dad even told me he'd buy me a plasma screen tv for my ROOM but I go out too much. oh well, it's not like I watch tv anyways. the only time I watch tv is at Junior's and we only watch Degrassi, Drake & Josh and Fresh Prince.

anyways Junior did the sweetest thing yesterday (: well I went to his house after school and he had to go to Driver's ed so I waited for him. I cleaned his room and did my hw and ate and stuff then his mom came home and I went with her to pick him up at driver's ed in her big ol van. I called shot gun bc Junior always tries to steal it for me but he had no choice cuz i was already sitting there the first place. so he sat all the way in the baaaaack because a row of the seats were taken out so he was in the back back. and I was trying to communicate with him but he kept going WHAT WHAT the radio was tooo loud. his mom told me to get in the back with him because she didnt wanna turn down the radio lol. I coudlnt find a seatbelt so I didnt put it on and everytime we turned he would put out his leg and shoulder on me substituting for a seatbelt! aww I was like "you'reeee the best boyfriend ever!" and I mean it because my past boyfriends were FAGS ha. yeah I don't know what I'm saying.